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Title: I need a RANT
Post by: willieandwinnie on April 23, 2008, 09:32:32 AM
We had to go to DC yesterday for Len's appointment and I'm getting to the point I just dread going. We get to the 3rd floor transplant department and they told us that they have again changed where to get lab work done. This is the 4th time now in 7 months  :banghead; :banghead; and everytime we have to walk further and wait longer. Len said there was no way he could wait to pee until after the appointment and then walk half way through the hospital to the lab. Transplant nurse gave him a urine cup but said the lab probably wouldn't except it because it was different from theirs. Is that a bunch of shit or what, same hospital, same lab, I wanted to use kitkatz big  :Kit n Stik; on more then a few of them. Anyway, Len has been complaining about the pain in his side and muscle aches and weakness, the transplant coordinator goes and gets the new transplant doctor that happen to be there and he came in and examined Len and talk to us about any changes that have been made to medications or daily living. He looked at the results from the sonogram of Len's groin and then said he remembered reading Len's very long history on the computer and he is the one that started Len on predisone and immediately called for us to stop it, and then he is the one that put Len on Imuran since he was only on 2mg of prograf and he didn't think that was enough. So he is sitting there talking to us and says that out of 1,000 transplant patients there are 2 that do well on just prograf and he is starting to think that maybe Len is one of them. Then they wonder why I think about going postal  :banghead; He did say that he was worried about Len's quality of life and him feeling bad everyday, so he tells us to stop taking the magnesium and to cut back on the Valycte to 1 tablet 3 times a week, go get the labs done and he added a different one for Len's muscles and he would call us today if he believes that the Imuran is the problem. We walk clear across this huge ass hospital to the lab, where I kid you not, there must of been 100 people waiting. I just about lost it right there. After waiting an hour I finally pitched a fit and they called Len back. They give Len a urine cup and I produce the already filled one from my purse, the nurse looked at me and almost got the "I can't" out of her mouth and I was on her like stink on doo-doo. She took it and put Len's label on it, then she tells us she can't draw these 9 lab tubes out of his graph, and I went absolutely nuts. The head nurse comes and tells me that the doctor could write a note stating that I could stick Len's graph and they would draw labs from it. Am I the only one that thinks this is bullshit. By now my blood pressure is screaming and Len said to just let her draw it out of his hand so we can get the hell out of there. We almost had to get a second mortgage to get our car out of the garage and then fight traffic and post Pope nightmare around the university, the whole time I am on cell phone telling transplant coordinator what a pile of crap the whole situation was. You have an appointment but no labs, doesn't make sense to me or probably anyone else. So here I sit waiting for a telephone call to let us know really how Len is doing. Can you tell that I am frustrated?????? I will say, the new doctor did impress me, he talked to Len a long time about everything he had been through and told me that my record keeping was the best he had ever seen. petey, he also questioned the home-hemo and I whipped out my certificate and he looked stunned. I can be such a bitch. He said he had never heard of everybody doing home-hemo so I told him about IHD and even wrote down the website for him to check us out. So he could be reading about himself already.  :oops; I will give the coordinator until tomorrow morning to call me and then I will start calling her about every hour until she tells me he's results. I already hated most in the medical community and it just seems to be getting worse. How could that be.  :sarcasm; Thanks for listening to me yet again. :cuddle;
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: monrein on April 23, 2008, 09:56:23 AM
I'm howling at the moon right alongside of you.  That is crazy-making crap.  AAARRRGGGHHH.
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: petey on April 23, 2008, 09:57:14 AM
w&w -- this just sucks a big one!  I hate that you and Len had to go through all of that, but I'm so glad you were in your I'm-not-going-to-take-much-of-this-shit attitude (Len is so lucky to have you there for him).  Damn right that nurse was going to take that urine sample!  They screwed up the process, and they can't expect Len to hold that urine until they're ready for it!  But, isn't it just a shame that we have to insist, throw fits, and threaten with Kit's big stick?  We shouldn't have to do this to get what our patients/spouses/partners need, want, and deserve.  It makes me mad just thinking about you and Len having to go through this!   :banghead;  :banghead;  :banghead;

Good thing -- you liked the new doc.  That's a plus.

Yep, I'd give that coordinator until 9 a.m. tomorrow morning to call me.  And, then I'd do as you plan -- call her every hour until she tells you something.  If she gives you the run-around, post her number here, and all the rest of us will call her repeatedly, too, until she gives you the info.  Mess with willieandwinnie -- and you're messing with one of us, Ms. Coordinator!      Kit -- get the stick primed and ready.  I didn't have plans to go to DC tomorrow, but it can be done!
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: willieandwinnie on April 23, 2008, 10:00:37 AM
 :cuddle; That's why I love you petey. You always put a smile on my face.  :thx;
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: The Wife on April 23, 2008, 10:38:16 AM
From what I can tell, the system is built for those who work in it.  If they had to live one day of this, meetings might be held to change what causes extra stress that patients and their caregivers just don't need.

Big big hugs to you.

 :grouphug;
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: okarol on April 23, 2008, 10:55:34 AM
So sorry! I went through the same "moving target" lab scenario and finally insisted that they give us a standing order at our local lab. So now the labs are done locally and then we schedule the in-person appointment 4 or so days later. It wasn't easy to get the standing order in place, I had to keep pushing, and there were several back and forth calls with the transplant nurse and the lab (it had to Quest, they wouldn't accept any other lab.) But now it works great and we have 2 standing orders, one for the full transplant related labs, and one that is for when we suspect there may be a bladder infection that we can do any time, as needed. The lab report is faxed to the transplant hospital and a copy is also faxed to our home.
I like the idea of publishing phone numbers and emails LOL - wouldn't that be fun!!  :clap;
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: rose1999 on April 23, 2008, 11:17:14 AM
Sorry you have had to go through this.  What I find really worrying is what happens to those who don't have anyone to go with them and kick up on their behalf?  Len is lucky to have you - but he doesn't need me to tell him that I'm sure.  :grouphug;
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: annabanana on April 23, 2008, 11:40:31 AM
Len is lucky. But for those without caregivers I've been reading about "patient advocates" lately. I know some hospitals have them. I've actually thought that if Randy dies, I would become a patient advocate...because I know so much abouit it !Here's an article I found: http://www.boston.com/news/globe/health_science/articles/2006/05/01/for_when_a_doctor_and_a_nurse_just_arent_enough/
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: willieandwinnie on April 23, 2008, 11:51:07 AM
annabanana, I have family members and ex-in-laws that have ask me to help them and I do so willingly as an advocate for them. Our local hospital and most of the doctors seem to appreciate the amount of information that I will have written down when they meet up with us. Thanks for the link.
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: willieandwinnie on April 23, 2008, 03:30:51 PM
Ok, here's part of the scoop. The transplant coordinator called at 5:15 and said she didn't have all of Len's labs back yet, but the prograf level was low so they are putting him back on 1mg twice a day and stopping the Imuran.  :banghead; :banghead; Do I look like a bank or what. I'd love to have the money I spend on prescriptions that only have one or two taken and then thrown into the back of the cabinet. Anyway, his creatinine was 0.08 and BUN was 16. She said that some of the other test take 48 hours to get the results and she will call me. We'll see. ;D I've talked to Romona and I'm hoping that once they stop the Valcyte some of this crap will go away.Time will tell I hope. Thanks for listening to me complain.  :thx;
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: MyssAnne on April 23, 2008, 03:42:42 PM
Oh man!! I so hate it when they stop/start medicines. Sheesh. Are they willing to give you samples??? That irks me so much for you!!!

I agree with Karol, try to get a standing order in your local lab.  Grab Kit's stick and swing away!!!! :Kit n Stik; :Kit n Stik;
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: thegrammalady on April 23, 2008, 06:25:54 PM
we need a raspberry blowing smiley. that said you know exactly how i feel about everything you guys had to go through. couldn't they have found a wheelchair for len to use so he wouldn't have to walk all that way.  labs are a big problem, at least where they wanted you to go was in the same comples (i'll grasp at any small bright spot) we used to have to get lab work done on my youngest. the lab the insurance company wanted us to use was miles from the doctor's office. so off to the lab with 4 small children. the lab couldn't run the test wanted.  so off  to wait while they tried to get an exemption from the insurance company (for the same day) to go to the lab at children's hospital, the only place in town who did that test. then off to children's hospital, which at that time was in downtown denver. (ugh) we had to do that every time kevin need that blood test because the insurance company refused to let him have all his blood work done at childrens.   :banghead;
i know just how you feel. keep your chin up and a firm hand on that big stick.
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: petey on April 23, 2008, 07:13:29 PM
willieandwinnie -- I know what you mean about the prescriptions.  We have bottles and bottles and bottles of drugs in our pantry that the docs gave Marvin, didn't work, switched to another.   Even though I just have to pay a co-pay for them, that $25 (or $40 if it doesn't have a generic) co-pay adds up!  Makes me mad!  Why not just give a sample to see if it's going to work and then, if it does, fill a regular prescription?

But, hey, I'm liking Len's labs so far -- that creatinine looks really good.  When Marvin had his transplant, he was on Prograf and Cellcept, and that seemed to do the trick for him.  Is there some way to get Len's labs done locally?  When Marvin had his transplant, he did his labs once a month at our local hospital (it's a really small, band-aid station hospital that runs -- literally runs -- the other way when they see Marvin coming).  But, they could draw labs and fax them to Duke.  Then, Duke would call us the next day to tell us what they were.  At least it kept us from having to go to Duke for the labs.  I sure hope there's another way for Len to get his labs.

I hope you hear soon on the rest of his lab work.  Maybe she had a premonition about Kit's big stick!!!  :rofl;
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: petey on April 24, 2008, 10:37:36 AM
heard anything else, willieandwinnie?
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: willieandwinnie on April 24, 2008, 10:56:08 AM
No petey, not yet. She said she would call me this afternoon, the one blood test took 48 hours for the results. I just came in from cutting the lawn, where were you? Len actually helped. I used the weedeater and he rode the lawn mower in the back and I did the front. I need to go to the grocery store this afternoon and lucky me, I get to go to the OB/GYN tomorrow. Does it ever end.  ::)
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: petey on April 24, 2008, 11:07:22 AM
I just came in from cutting the lawn, where were you? Len actually helped. I used the weedeater and he rode the lawn mower in the back and I did the front.

Something told me this morning not to head up your way  :rofl;  :rofl;  :rofl; !  Len took my turn!
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: Lori1851 on April 25, 2008, 06:51:25 PM
Williewinnie,
Geesh sounds like you did have a suckey day!!!!!  Here's a group  :grouphug; hope that helps!!!

Lori/Indiana
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: petey on April 25, 2008, 08:20:55 PM
What did you find out at your doctor's visit, willieandwinnie?  I hate the OB/GYN visits, but, alas, they are a necessity, aren't they?  Men just don't know how lucky they have it!  Have you heard anything else from Len's lab work?
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: willieandwinnie on April 26, 2008, 05:23:28 AM
Well, I went to the stirrup doctor  :rofl; as I call them, and he says he wants me to get a mammogram every 6 months (my mom died when I was 11 of breast cancer). I went through the change when I was 49 and he says my bones are paying the price and put me on yet another pill that this suppose to help build bones. Why in the world go they call these the golden years????? He is going to talk to our GP doctor because my blood pressure was 90/54 and he feels that is too low. Does it ever end??????? He says I'm not in too bad of shape for almost 55 and didn't have to much to say about smoking, which really surprised me. He is probably just passing notes to the GP and will let him do the reaming... Anyway, I don't have to see him for another year, which is just peachy in my book. He wrote me a standing order for the radiologist for the mammogram, lucky me  :sarcasm;

No, petey, the witch transplant nurse didn't call me, so I called her and she had a recording on her phone that said she'd be out of the office until Monday. Lord, do these people really piss me off, I don't understand how I can have low blood pressure dealing with all this crap. I'll give her a piece of my mind Monday, if I have any left. I am now going to check your thread and she how you are.  :thx; for checking up on me.  :cuddle;
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: jbeany on April 26, 2008, 01:10:52 PM
Wonder how low your bp would be without the "help" from all of the transplant medical staff?   :cuddle;
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: The Wife on April 27, 2008, 04:25:55 PM
I like the idea of publishing phone numbers and emails LOL - wouldn't that be fun!!  :clap;

Can you imagine seeing the faces of the medical staff if any of us pulled out a list of 'our people' that will be contacting them when we're getting the run around?   :rofl; 
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: jbeany on April 27, 2008, 06:06:57 PM
Hehehehehe - set up alist and a time for everyone - have someone call every 10 minutes.  Okay - mean and evil, and not helping any other patient they've got, I know. . . but sometimes it's soooooo tempting to take the low road!

Makes me think of the good old days when we all first had faxes.  Some idiot telemarketer got my business fax number, and started sending junk on a daily basis.  I called, wrote, faxed, and begged them to take us off the call list.  I was running thru fax paper at a rate of a roll every other day, and the darn stuff was expensive back then.  No way to block the darn number then either.  I typed up a "Remove us from the list" demand on 3 pieces of paper, taped them into a loop so they would never quit, and started the fax to their 1-800 number before I left for the night.  I shut it off when I got in the next morning, and never heard from them again. 

That low road is tempting because sometimes it works!
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: The Wife on April 27, 2008, 06:34:28 PM
I typed up a "Remove us from the list" demand on 3 pieces of paper, taped them into a loop so they would never quit, and started the fax to their 1-800 number before I left for the night.  I shut it off when I got in the next morning, and never heard from them again. 


 :rofl; :rofl; :rofl;

In my thread 'just sharing', I brought up the question of why we are not heard unless we raise our voices. If they would have respected you in the first place, you wouldn't have had to take the action you took but hey, it worked.   :clap;

Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: okarol on April 27, 2008, 09:35:08 PM

I love that jbeany!  :clap;
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: willieandwinnie on April 28, 2008, 02:21:19 PM
This is how my crazy life is going. Len was suppose to go to dentist to get fillings done today. Well, our fun started last night, again. Len's stomach started bothering him again and he felt sick to his stomach. So he decided to take a reglan (to empty stomach) and some laxatives. I should of known then and there that it wasn't going to be a good night. Then our 15 year old cat decided that she was going to jump over the gate that I keep her in at night with and go screaming out the doggie door. It was pouring down rain and I'm in my nightgown trying to hunt her down. She has never climbed over our privacy fence so I finally gave up and changed my clothes and laid down. WRONG, Len is feeling pretty rough by now and is up and down all night. Sometime at o'dark thirty this morning, Mouse (the cat) brings in a mole and decides to play with it. Picture 2 yorkies going nuts (barking and growling) trying to get the mole from this lunatic cat. The cat is attacking the dogs and hanging on to the mole. I felt so sorry for the mole that I got it in a paper towel and let it go out front. Finally get animals calmed down and Len is up doubled over. Please God, is this ever going to get better. I finally gave up on sleep about 5 am and feed the pets and fixed coffee. Len didn't sleep much either so I called and cancelled his dentist appointment and fixed him breakfast. He curled up in his recliner and I laid on the couch and took a nap. I completely forgot about calling the transplant nurse, there's always tomorrow. I'm also thinking that I am going to call the GI specialist that Len sees and maybe he can change some medications or something. This is really getting old. If the transplant nurse doesn't do what she is suppose to do, I will post her number here and I bet it will be the last time she ignores me. Thanks for listening to me again.  :thx;
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: twirl on April 28, 2008, 02:30:03 PM
I am sorry about Len being so sick. The animal part of your rant was great to read and I could picture it all in my mind, even your night gown.
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: petey on April 28, 2008, 02:36:35 PM
willieandwinnie -- Bless your heart!  What a night you had.  Our Len has just got to have some relief from these stomach issues.  He's been through so much, and now is the time when he should be kicking back enjoying that new kidney.  Please don't be mad at me -- but I had to laugh with your cat/mole story.  I, too, was getting a mental picture of you in your nightie chasing a cat, calming Willie and Winnie, and saving the life of that mole!  Tell Len it could be worse -- he could be a mole!  Seriously, though, Kathy, I'm thinking about you guys.  I wish there was something I could do to help.  It's times like these that I feel utterly useless!
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: willieandwinnie on April 28, 2008, 03:53:15 PM
petey, you are far from useless. It does me so much good to come on-line and see post from you.  :cuddle; Even if your making fun of my spelling. Len thinks that a lot of his stomach problems are from having his abdomen open for 4 1/2 years. Things kind of got to go where they wanted and then when the plastic surgeon did his magic of closing him up, Len had a real tight stomach. We had no idea that a little more then a year after being closed they would called him for his kidney. I don't think he was done healing from being closed up. Kind of too much too soon.I'm hoping that the sun comes out tomorrow and he wakes up feeling better. One day at a time, baby steps. I keep telling myself. I got him a new dentist appointment for next Monday and I'll just be extra careful about what I feed him. I've told the cat that if she goes out the doggie door tonight, I'm putting the cover in and she can stay out all night. She better hope we don't get thunderstorms (she scared shitless of them) and I bet she won't be going out back anytime soon. Damn cat.
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: thegrammalady on April 28, 2008, 04:03:32 PM
hopefully len will have a better night to night, the cat too.
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: petey on April 28, 2008, 04:04:49 PM
You know I love ya, willieandwinnie!   :grouphug;
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: The Wife on April 28, 2008, 07:29:12 PM
I don't even know what to say.  So, I'm just going to give you a big hug and hope you and Len have a better night tonight!

 :grouphug;
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: monrein on April 28, 2008, 08:04:11 PM
W&W  What a dreadful time and there's little worse than not enough sleep.  But if ever we all get together to collaborate on a situation comedy about a whole town full of ESRD patients and their families,  I'm telling you that cat, dogs and mole scene is definitely gonna be in the pilot.  We'll make them laugh then we'll get them hooked on our dramatic moments.  That should bring in some fresh donors don't you think.
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: flip on April 28, 2008, 08:48:07 PM
My cats stay in all the time and the bed does get crowded. I really feel like they think they are protecting me because it's worse when I'm feeling bad. I don't mind. It's nice having something warm and fluffy to curl up with.
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: twirl on April 29, 2008, 04:59:19 AM
W&W    oh please write more about your life with your pets... so funny..... hope Len is better...and do we have a picture of your cat,
            I'm thinking that mole was not a lot bigger than your furchildren... I don't mean to make little of Len's health...
           
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: twirl on April 29, 2008, 05:02:12 AM
My cats stay in all the time and the bed does get crowded. I really feel like they think they are protecting me because it's worse when I'm feeling bad. I don't mind. It's nice having something warm and fluffy to curl up with.

Flip   how many cats do you have, and what are their names, and a cheap idea I made up---- save your juice from water packed tuna and buy
       cheaper dry cat food and add a little juice to the cat food and the cat is none the wiser
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: petey on April 29, 2008, 05:56:43 PM
willieandwinnie -- how was Len today?  Any news from his labs?
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: willieandwinnie on April 30, 2008, 01:45:56 PM
Thank you all for the well wishes.  :grouphug;

Yes petey, FINALLY. The transplant doctor called this afternoon (scares me when the doctor calls) and they are taking Len off some medications. The 3 top doctors met this morning about Len and he's other health issues and Imuran seems to be the contributing factor to most of Len's side affects. Muscles aches, coughing, dry mouth, and tiredness and he also said that it will raise the PTH. So we are stopping that and have to go back in June and he said they might stop the Valcyte early because the CMV tests have all come back negative and it messes the stomach up. The muscle tests they ran shows that Len was dehydrated and needs to drink more. This Dr. Moore said that only 2 out of 1000 transplant receiptants are only on prograft and Len happens to be one of them. He's off of magnesium but they will check it again in June. He talked about changing Len's sleeping medication (ambien) but said he didn't want to make all these changes at once. Oh Lord. I have a hard time keeping up. He said that Len needs to give it a couple of days and he should start feeling better again. You don't know how happy that makes me.
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: petey on April 30, 2008, 02:09:26 PM
That's good news, willieandwinnie!  I'm glad she finally called and you and Len at least have a plan in place to make him feel better.  :yahoo;  Happy thoughts are coming your way because I'm sending them by the dozens!   :bandance;
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: willieandwinnie on April 30, 2008, 02:13:06 PM
Your a  :angel; petey.
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: monrein on April 30, 2008, 02:36:06 PM
Glad you have a plan to start with anyway.

How about we all go back to school, medical school of course, as a collective and get a multi-person medical degree.  Just to fully understand everything we're told and the changes and why immediately as we hear it.  I bet we'd be honour roll honourees.
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: MyssAnne on May 07, 2008, 08:21:02 AM
I'm glad something is being done for Len!!!  Poor guy, I agree, it seems that it was just too much too soon.  I sure hope the changes
done produce good results. 

(I had to laugh at your story of your cat, too!!! Hilarious!!!)
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: mysty on May 09, 2008, 04:17:34 AM
How is Len doing after a few days of med changes?
Sorry I've been away for a bit.. the month of may with schools and such have had me running

Hugs.. and let us know
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: David13 on May 09, 2008, 03:04:01 PM
Great news!  Your vigilance and love for your spouse are quite evident.  I think the two of you make a wonderful team!
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: willieandwinnie on May 10, 2008, 04:32:13 AM
:bow; Thanks for asking everyone. Len has had a couple of bad days with these strong antibiotics he has to take for dental work, they seem to be really doing a number on his stomach. He doesn't go back to the dentist until June so I am going to find out if he needs to take them for fillings?  We just take baby steps around here (I was hoping that at 8 months out, things would be getting a little easier). I have watched him go through so much in over 7 years that somedays it is hard. He is a hell of a strong guy and I'll be beside him no matter what.

monrein, Don't we all have medical degrees?

MyssAnne, He seems to be doing better in some ways and in other not so good. Does that make sense?

mysty, you've been pulling your hair out about Keith. Hope things have calmed down.

David, Thank you, I think we do make a very good team
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: jbeany on May 10, 2008, 09:01:46 AM
Hope those medicine changes help him!   :grouphug;
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: MyssAnne on May 10, 2008, 09:14:45 AM
It makes perfect sense!! I understand all too well what you mean!!

Man, I just hope it's uphill now, no more downhills for a while!!!
Title: Re: I need a RANT
Post by: Psim on May 10, 2008, 01:32:10 PM
Hoping the med changes work wonders. Len deserves a break, and so do you!