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Title: I HATE this world
Post by: KICKSTART on October 22, 2007, 03:09:57 AM
If there is a heaven and hell then this sure is hell. Yet again my heart has been broken ..will it never end? Im sat here with my beloved German Shepherd waiting for the vet to put him to sleep. Hes an old dog now, ive had him many years after rescuing him in a pityful state. He has been loyal , faithfull, protective and not one days trouble for me. My dogs are my life , they are what gets me up in the morning. I know its the right thing to do as i cant see him suffer, he is miserable and has lost control of his bowels , so i know its time to say goodbye but its breaking my heart. I have never ben so miserable in all my life.
R.I.P.  OTTO    MY BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL DOG . Wait for me at the Rainbow Bridge x
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: Sluff on October 22, 2007, 03:21:39 AM
My heart goes out with you about Otto.  :'( It is the right thing to do, but it is one of the hardest things to do. I had to do that with my last dog and it took two years for me to get Scooter. It was very hard. Then about a year ago I had to put my moms dog to sleep and it was hard because it was the last link to my Mom, who passed away in 2003. I know they are together on the other side of the bridge. You can leave a memorial on the Rainbow bridge website for Otto, that's what I did for my last dog Bennie. Our pets love us unconditionally now if humans would learn how to do this the world would be a better place.

R.I.P. Otto may you play and run pain free on the other side forever.
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: glitter on October 22, 2007, 04:15:44 AM
I'm so sad for you, what a heartbreaking day this must be. :'(  :grouphug;
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: Amanda From OZ on October 22, 2007, 05:14:08 AM
oh im so sad and upset for you right now..... I'm sorry that you have to go through this. Sending you hugs and warm thoughts from oz.

Amanda
xxoo

 :grouphug;
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: bolta72 on October 22, 2007, 05:26:50 AM
 So sorry for the loss of your pet.
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: bolta72 on October 22, 2007, 05:28:20 AM
http://www.indigo.org/rainbowbridge_ver2.html
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: Ken Shelmerdine on October 22, 2007, 05:32:31 AM
Kickstart. So sorry. :grouphug;
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Post by: donnia on October 22, 2007, 07:09:49 AM
I am sooo sorry! :grouphug;
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: lola on October 22, 2007, 07:13:03 AM
So sorry that's hard the Rainbow poem is so great we have it with a picture of our 1st dog Cyprise. RIP Otto (freaks me out saying that since my husbands name is Otto) :cuddle;
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: angellady07 on October 22, 2007, 07:17:44 AM
Kickstart, I'm sorry to hear about Otto.  :cuddle;
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Post by: Joe Paul on October 22, 2007, 11:00:46 AM
Sorry to hear it  :grouphug;
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: goofynina on October 22, 2007, 11:09:46 AM
Reading that poem got me through alot of heartaches about animals, even animals i dont have,  Hope you find peace and comfort  :grouphug;
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: MyssAnne on October 22, 2007, 11:56:50 AM
That's one of the hardest things to do. Let our pets go and be free forever. I told my fiancee there HAS to be animals in heaven. I want them there. That's what consoles me, that when I die, my beloved animals will be there waiting for me.  I am sorry, Kickstart. That's such a heartbreaking decision to make. It hurts, and will hurt for such a long time.  :grouphug;
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: goofynina on October 22, 2007, 12:12:57 PM
MyssAnne, did you see the Rainbow Bridge video?  I think you will find comfort in it :)  :cuddle;

http://www.indigo.org/rainbowbridge_ver2.html

Thanks Bolta72 for posting it ;)
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: Beth36 on October 22, 2007, 12:58:41 PM
I am so sorry!!!  I hope you find peace and know that your buddy will be waiting for you.


Beth
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: MyssAnne on October 22, 2007, 01:04:57 PM
Goofy, no, I hadn't seen that, thank you for posting it!!  My idea of heaven is a green pasture, with cows, sheep, dogs, cats, and, my loved ones, of course, and perhaps a shelter?
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: angela515 on October 22, 2007, 01:34:35 PM
So sorry to hear this...  :grouphug;
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Post by: Chris on October 22, 2007, 01:55:39 PM
Sorry to hear about your pup, it is never an easy decision to make to put ones dog down even for the best intentions to comfort them.
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: Hawkeye on October 22, 2007, 02:43:48 PM
 :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: paris on October 22, 2007, 03:56:07 PM
 :'(  So very sorry.
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Post by: charee on October 22, 2007, 04:04:59 PM
so sorry kickstart thinking of you :grouphug;
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Post by: Romona on October 22, 2007, 05:33:19 PM
 :'(
So sorry.
 :grouphug;
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: KT0930 on October 22, 2007, 05:40:39 PM
I'm crying reading this. Pets have always been members of my family, and I know it hurts to have to make this decision. I agree with the others...our pets have to be in heaven with us or won't feel like heaven.  :grouphug;
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: oswald on October 23, 2007, 12:01:17 AM
so sorry to hear of your loss. i know what its like to put a dog to sleep, absolutely heart wrenching. when i had to put my best friend Otis to sleep, it just killed me. i hope you know that your friend is in a better place and you will see him again.    :'(    :grouphug;
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: okarol on October 23, 2007, 08:25:57 AM
I hope you are ok Kickstart.  :'(
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Post by: paddbear0000 on October 23, 2007, 01:15:28 PM
Kickstart, I'm so sorry about Otto!  :'(  :cuddle;
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: KICKSTART on October 23, 2007, 01:38:34 PM
Thankyou everyone for your kind words , i cant tell you how much it means to me. Spent another tearful day , i expect it will take some time to heal , i had him for so long. I cant bring myself to put his dishes away just yet and even said goodnight to him last night , like i always do. You people on here are so amazing , i wish we could all be 'real' friends , so to speak. You all have your own troubles and yet take time to comfort me ..thankyou to each and everyone of you ..
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: MyssAnne on October 23, 2007, 01:51:15 PM
Kickstart, we are real friends. We may never see each other in person, but I do care for you, and am saddened at your loss of your Otto.
All of us here have so much in common, we need each other for support, insight, honesty, and sometimes, just to be there to listen to us.
Your troubles and grief is just as important as someone else's, it hurts just as much, and that hurts us, because we care for and about you.

 :grouphug;
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: angela515 on October 23, 2007, 02:34:32 PM
 :grouphug; Kickstart

It will take time dear... you go ahead and let them tears fall... it's all part of the process when we lose someone we love.  :cuddle;
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: Rerun on October 23, 2007, 02:44:27 PM
Kickstart, Otto is running through the fields of gold.  It is so hard to have to let them go, but you would rescue him all over again because the times of JOY that he brought you will be never ending. 

You were a good Mamma to him and you will be sad for a long time, but know that we are here for you.  Please post his picture here for us to remember him.
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: kitkatz on October 23, 2007, 04:25:58 PM
They say the good die young. With animals that is the truth.  My heart goes out to you over your loss.
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: kellyt on October 23, 2007, 06:57:51 PM
OMG!  I'm so sorry!  My dogs are my babies, as well.  You're doing the right thing.  He doesn't need to suffer.   :'(  You are a loving parent and friend.

And there is a heaven.  Especially for dogs!   :)
Title: Re: I HATE this world
Post by: mcjane on October 23, 2007, 09:27:37 PM
Kickstart, I am so sorry about Otto.  All here who have lost a pet know what your going through.

I look for words to ease your pain & find none. I want you to know how much we care & feel your grief & wish we could put our arms around you & hold you, but we can't so we offer comfort with our words & pray they help.

Jane