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Off-Topic => Off-Topic: Talk about anything you want. => Topic started by: MooseMom on July 15, 2011, 06:19:12 PM

Title: A year ago today...
Post by: MooseMom on July 15, 2011, 06:19:12 PM
my mom died, and I am feeling very sad. :'(
Title: Re: A year ago today...
Post by: monrein on July 15, 2011, 06:33:50 PM
 :cuddle; :grouphug; :cuddle;
Title: Re: A year ago today...
Post by: rsudock on July 15, 2011, 06:40:19 PM
so sorry Moosemom...that is very sad...thinking of you  :cuddle;  LOVE YOU!!

xo,
R
Title: Re: A year ago today...
Post by: Sax-O-Trix on July 15, 2011, 06:42:21 PM
I am sorry.   :grouphug; 
Title: Re: A year ago today...
Post by: Pam on July 15, 2011, 07:08:32 PM
sending you lots of  :grouphug;
Title: Re: A year ago today...
Post by: boswife on July 15, 2011, 07:19:54 PM
Im sad for you :(  and close behind with loosing my mom (sept 10,2010 for my mom  :'( it  hurts) 
Title: Re: A year ago today...
Post by: MooseMom on July 16, 2011, 01:13:44 AM
And 19 July would have been her 83rd birthday.

She spent the last five years of her life on dialysis, and it felt like D took her away from me 5 years too early.  I know this is so awfully selfish, but I could have really used her support, but I didn't dare ask because she had so much on her plate.  She'd call me every day, many times from D, and we'd make phosphorous jokes that weren't funny to anyone but us.

I can't sleep.  I wish I had more emotional support.  It's really been hard doing this all on my own. 
Title: Re: A year ago today...
Post by: bluesgirl on July 16, 2011, 09:38:48 AM
can't say anything but  :grouphug;
Title: Re: A year ago today...
Post by: willowtreewren on July 16, 2011, 10:04:58 AM
 :grouphug; :grouphug; :grouphug;

You will ALWAYS miss your mom!  :cuddle;

After more than 10 years, I dream of seeing my mother almost every night.

I'm thinking of you.

Aleta
Title: Re: A year ago today...
Post by: rsudock on July 16, 2011, 01:21:55 PM
I can't sleep.  I wish I had more emotional support.  It's really been hard doing this all on my own. 

 :'(              :cuddle;

xo,
R
Title: Re: A year ago today...
Post by: Rerun on July 16, 2011, 01:25:28 PM
I'm so sorry.  I still miss my Mom everyday.

                :grouphug;
Title: Re: A year ago today...
Post by: jbeany on July 16, 2011, 01:40:00 PM
 :grouphug;

You are never old enough to lose your mommy.
Title: Re: A year ago today...
Post by: okarol on July 18, 2011, 09:15:48 PM

Just got back in town and saw this.
So sorry MM.  :(
I miss my grandma Lula - her birthday was in July and I always think of her.
Title: Re: A year ago today...
Post by: MooseMom on July 18, 2011, 11:56:41 PM
Today would have been my mom's 83rd birthday.  It's really only now sinking in...post traumatic stress, perhaps. :'(
Title: Re: A year ago today...
Post by: jbeany on July 19, 2011, 12:13:25 PM
There aren't any expiration dates on grief, MM.