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Dialysis Discussion => Dialysis: Working while on Dialysis => Topic started by: RedMist on November 13, 2009, 07:58:43 AM

Title: Slow-motion train wreck
Post by: RedMist on November 13, 2009, 07:58:43 AM
I haven't yet gone on dialysis but I've made the decision to have my remaining KD removed.   As my wife pointed out, disability isn't inevitable anymore.  I'm already unable to work fulltime and am having a hard time sustaining 25 hours a week.  I've been reducing my workload bit by bit for the last year and a half. Observing my life from my objective  inner self is like watching a slow-motion train wreck.    Anyhow, she's right. (That's really insult upon injury.  I never said that and will disavow any knowledge of this communication if questioned.)  And of course the nephrectomy and dialysis startup are going to put me out of commission for at 2 - 3 months. So its time to apply for social security disability income.

The first nephrectomy was a 6 hour surgery and I had an epidural opiate drip for 6 days with the result of about 6 months of rapid cycling mania/depression and recovery of pre-surgery cognitive abilities.  On the other hand, based on that experience I can look forward to losing about 30 lbs of bio-mass, losing 10 lbs on a liquid diet, regaining my svelte waistline, symmetrical racing stripes on my flanks, and a long rest with good drugs.   :2thumbsup; :guitar: ;musicalnote;

I started packing up my office yesterday.  Mixed feelings?  Boy howdy!  More like Cuisinart-ed feelings.  I wasn't using it much  since I couldn't handle the 60 - 80 hrs a week that a private practice requires for viability.  Still, its a loss in itself and is tied to several other major losses. 

I'm resolved to fight the good fight; too many projects to do before I dematerialize.  But right now feels like the end.  So I'll read my inspirational poems and take a page from my best friends play book.  "The only easy day is yesterday.  HOOYAH!"

Joe.

Oh yeah, forgot the sick humor.   

Dialysis patient walks into a bar.  He orders six beers and pours them into his peritoneal catheter.  Bartender says "Jeez, no wonder you got a beer belly." 

Ba rum bum, ttssshh




Title: Re: Slow-motion train wreck
Post by: Darthvadar on November 13, 2009, 08:58:55 AM

Dialysis patient walks into a bar.  He orders six beers and pours them into his peritoneal catheter.  Bartender says "Jeez, no wonder you got a beer belly." 

Ha Ha!!!!....

My mum who's on PD loves this one!.... :rofl;

Best of luck with your op...

God bless...

Darth....

PS... Nice atavar... Now THAT'S what I call a cat!....
Title: Re: Slow-motion train wreck
Post by: kellyt on November 13, 2009, 03:27:47 PM
Hi and Welcome.  "Fight the good fight".  That's really all we can do, right?    :waving;
Title: Re: Slow-motion train wreck
Post by: Hanify on November 13, 2009, 04:42:48 PM
Love your wicked sense of humour!  Just remember that you can work back towards working again when you get past this hump!  It is a grief process though - never forget that.  One day at a time???  I love these bloody platitudes but they are actually true.  Keep up your humour -  it'll help you through.  And be pleased you don't have liver failure - there's no dialysis for that!
Title: Re: Slow-motion train wreck
Post by: Plip on December 12, 2009, 09:29:29 PM
Man I feel this. No office to pack up, but with all the changes I feel it's time to do something else. I take care of people who depend on me. Lately I wonder how much longer I can keep them healthy while fighting this thing. They always say that caretakers don't take care of themselves. I don't have an office to pack up, but changing jobs/fields means packing up my credentials (that I worked hard for) and stepping away so some young kid can hopefully give my patients what I tried to give. Decision is up in the air still, but a bummer none the less.

Good luck with the changes
Title: Re: Slow-motion train wreck
Post by: galvo on December 13, 2009, 12:20:54 AM
Yeah, good luck and best wishes.